Safe and Sound

Safe and Sound

no more fights, no more scars no more silly titles...

finally time to relax and do something productive like completing the syllabus for the next academic year....

Will not waste time on friends lolz cuz they dun exist plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz quit ..............

well actually I dun  need anyone cause I know she will end up with me meh calling meh a cheater :D

I dun trust anyone not even myself i doubt myself too
High on Love
Drunk in hate

|sillydoodles|

One of my silly doodles..

Loved her eye...

:D

thnx Blake for paying a visit to my blog XD. Thanks for being good every time even when my presence is disturbing....I wish all my friends could be like you.. but wait if everyone would be like you, you will unfortunately lose your importance because the thing which makes you important is that you kinda try to understand my writings...

Undefined Talk

There is no difference between a blind person and a child.
They both don't see the world from their own eyes (from there own perspective) they believe in what they are told.But a child can change his perspective when he grows up.
Analytical thinking is one of the basic instrument which can help you form perspective.
Everyone has got their own point of thinking and they would conclude situations in their own way.
An immature can never have their own thinking because he gets manipulated by the society and is made to follow the collective idea.
A nation can never progress until its people get education because knowledge helps you get aware of your rights and your duties.It helps you think analytically and get filled with various ideas.
Education plays a really important part in making a civilized human being who can differentiate between good and bad.
Human beings are rather good in nature then bad it's the reason which makes them good or bad.
Situations and people in the surrounding also matter in this case.

A child learn from his surrounding, experiences he has been through and from people in his life.
It's not only the education which provides you knowledge. Therefore a positive society can raise a positive citizen.
Lets bring a change from today and be positive on our part.
Kind regards,
The positive person.

Sorry

Sorry,
It's not just a word it is something which indicates the guilt you got for something you did.
Not everyone has the guilt of saying sorry. Only brave ones can say the word the coward ones just refuse it by saying I am not in habit of saying sorry.Well, that's only a lame excuse. This word has the ability to reach the core of someones heart.So lets say sorry before it's too late.

Guilt

Karma.....or an individual can define it like this,what you do is what you get.
Well, this term does work in reality.The person I used to call a tyrant didn't deserve that title instead of asking for justice that person kept silent and waited for karma to play it's part.
Actually karma did play it's part and I was called a cheater because I keep on changing emotions and statements is that my fault??? No, that is surely not the reason it's because I called a person something he didn't deserve and today I am put in the same situation....I am really sorry Eman I hope you'll forgive me.
Kind regards,
The person who is deeply affected by Karma.

Back

Heya people!!!
Sorry I am not posting articles since a looong time but now I am backkk~!

MIXED EMOTIONS...

Yes, I am obsessed with her....
At the end of the day I realized that Friendship does exist.
It is lateeeeee too late ...
Those words still echo in my ears
I got attach with them ....
All I knew this morning when I woke up,
is I something know now,
Know I something now I didn't before.
First, you think the worst is a broken heartWhat's gonna kill you is the second partAnd the third, is when your world splits down the middleAnd fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourselfFifth, you see them out with someone elseAnd the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little

You tell your friends, yea strangers too
Anyone who will throw an arm around you

Believing all the shit's gonna heal your soul
Well it's not, whoa

You're only doing things out of desperation

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I WANT HER BACK  - cries 

 This gif is made for me...

xoxo..

sorry I am wearing uniform in this video :P cuz just made after coming back from school.

whiten your teeth today! :D

Made a video on how you can whiten your teeth :D o.-!! Also edited me voice in chipmunks enjoy!I hope this video will help :D

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.

People this video is edited so my voice is changed and the saturation is also present there stay tuned to see the next video :D

Reality

what would you actually feel when your friend writes you this 

I AM A HUMAN!

I do have feelings! I DO FEEL SAD! I DO HAVE RESPECT! I DO HAVE A LEVEL! I DO FEEL THAT YOU ARE HURTING ME! And if I complain...I am shouting!?if I feel I am feeling wrong and you will make me feel the same way every time! you will keep my level down in front of other people and say....she wont mind! OH WELL I DO! I DO OKAY BECAUSE I AM HUMAN AND YOU DON'T CONSIDER ME AS one! Even if you were angry how could you? HOW even by mistake (which you don't admit) can you say I am not human? :'(

I am...please I am...

When I appeared in front of you how can you say that I should not expect a sorry from you ...You can't even say a sorry when it's your mistake. And many times I have come across the sort of circumstances that I have to say sorry to you for your mistake. BUT LET ME GET SOMETHING CLEAR I DON'T SAY SORRY FROM A INTENTION FOR YOU! I SAY IT FOR MYSELF AND FOR SOMEONE WHO EXPECTS ME TO AT LEAST SAY A SORRY :). and I do say sorry when its my mistake but you don't I have to do it for you...you know I am human too just like you  and I feel tired too! tired of  TOLERATING  A PERSON LIKE YOU! go ahead leave me at least I wont have to tolerate all your anger,attitude, and EGO.

BECAUSE I AM HUMAN... 

Rude

Yes, I AM RUDE AND I DO GET AGGRESSIVE AT TIMES...
But that's not the case I don't get rude all the times sometimes there are these situations and some kind of specific speeches that make me act aggressive if you ever felt hurt when I behaved rude.
I ''apologize'', and if you think I will change that's your misconception because I LOVE THE WAY I AM. I can't change for people around.... If you think I have got attitude then I can't do anything about it.
BUT I respect the person who respects me.
         I talk politely to the person who talks politely to me.
         I will speak if I am not getting importance.( And I can actually leave the person ) eg: 12/4/16

ME

sometimes I don't open my feelings in front of people, however it is really easy for me to type down my emotions right here on this blog....
Sometimes I don't care about people and the situations around and that what happens when I write something on this blog.
Kind Regards
Aiza
4/18/2016

-Notice-

Never wrote about someone specifically on this blog.Never wrote and never will cause I am not that veele and if you think I write about Eman and Maidah or other people, well then I would say it's your misconception, so yea.Yes I do agree upon the point that I did mention people in my very first article but everything was positive as I suppose.If I mention people I don't mention them openly I keep the names hidden.
Kind Regards,
Aiza
Keep up the blogging :)
4/10/2016

Fear Revealed

Never accepted anyone out of friendship it's the fear which makes me accept 'sorry'.
It's the fear of being left out. As soon as you are left out it feels as if the silence is eating you up.
It feels as if the silence is inserting a dagger in your emotions again and again. While repeating the action it laughs while the tears stream down your cheeks.
It feels as if the silence is taking over you, It feels as if you are being suppressed by the situations.
You try to kick the silence out of your life but unfortunately you fail because you can't stop thinking about the term "left out". Only a few people are able to finish the silence out of their life, well i call such people 'brave or missiduncare'. Miss I don't care are the people who usually don't care about being left out and out of their dignity they refuse the person instead of accepting their sorry. That's a brave act though.

Friendship-the true side

Friendship doesn't even exist.Not even the word friendship exist itself.Or maybe an individual can define it like this, ( a drama in which you play as a main character in order to entertain yourself because you are scared of being left out). Until you learn the art of entertaining yourself you want to indulge yourself in the drama better known as friendship.It takes you a lot of time of in order to play your part smoothly and make your place in the drama so people recognize your importance.But as soon as you make a mistake . The friendship turns into a chaos and boom these few seconds kick you out from the drama.That's why I don't believe in friendship.

Duh! o-o

xoxo

raise hand if u ever trusted the wrong person in ur life

x raises hand x

Jan 9

animelove

I did once

Jan 9 · Sent from Messenger

xoxo

o.o same

Jan 9

animelove

But that person wasn't wrong

I never understood how that person felt actually

Jan 9 · Sent from Messenger

Above is the chat extracted from articles(conversation)

animelove if you were actually aware of the situation then  why were you never letting the person go?

Why were you never accepting the fact that the person can never stay with one person....

WHY???

Download wizard101 now :D

Everything ended up. 12.4.16 -Left Maidah

The Preview

Unfortunate Fate

Everything has just changed,
the person who used to be my really good friend is now no more than a traitor near me.
This person wants to take everything from me.
It's really sad to see people being used.Actually being used by their own kinds.Yes,there are some kind of human beings who love to play with other emotions.Well I call such people"tyrant".
The tyrant actually doesn't leaves you with a broken heart but also stamps a non erasable scar on your personality which can't be removed and later becomes part of your future and past.
How would you feel for a person who is a victim of that tyrant and he never realizes the fact of him being used.That person is actually cheating on himself by denying the fact and still accepting the tyrant. Wait now there is a turn in the story there is a person who is actually willing to help the protagonist and help him get out this dark sides. The protagonist gets really pleased and welcomes the existence of this new character in his life. However he is unaware of the fact that he will be ruining his life again by trusting more people but he is helpless because he wants people to whom he may open his thoughts too. Unfortunately the person who he actually chooses to trust ask him  if he could aware him with his past.The protagonist agrees but he  is afraid as he knows that again he will be betrayed.He denies to hear his doubts and hesitation and tells him everything. The act was proved to be a wrong decision as he left him.
The protagonist cried helplessly on his unfortunate fate but it was too late.
The protagonist has a friend he is more like his sibling ( not in real life sibling though).
The friend tries to explain the fact to the protagonist but he denies to  hear any of that.
Most of the times "They both encounter an argument between them because of the tyrant.Why doesn't the protagonist forget about tyrant?
Ans: He actually can't forget the good memories spent with the tyrant.
WHEREAS THE TYRANT DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF THE PROTAGONIST EXIST OR NOT.The most sad thing is that the protagonist is slowly going to lose people all his friends after the person who doesn't care if he exists. THE REALITY IS THAT THE TYRANT IS NOT A TYRANT BUT AN ORDINARY HUMAN BEING WHO TREATS EVERYONE EQUALLY AND THAT's GOOD BUT IN THIS CASE THE PROTAGONIST IS TOO IMMATURE TO ACCEPT THE FACT AND HE THINK THAT HE WAS BETRAYED AND THAT"S Not TRUE AND THINKING ABOUT SUCH STUFF REPRESENTS THE FACT OF THE PROTAGONIST BEING REALLY IMMATURE AND DUMB HEAD.

My School Life

This all started when I left Beaconhouse then I joined Lahore Grammar. I was quite excited on my first day I met this girl ' Eman Tariq'. She was also a newbie at this branch. I accompanied her the all day but then i realized she was of not my type....
This was the time when I realized importance of friends in our life, I started to cry the tears were rolling down my cheeks while I was sitting. It was lunch time, Fizza Waqas comforted me. (Love you Fizza) It was a rough day for me though. The state of my mind was that whenever I used to see group of people standing together and gossiping I felt like crying as I used to miss my friends. After a few days we all formed a group this group had got all the newbies. But the group did not lasted for long.
TO BE CONTINUED....

This group had like 4 people including me the other members were Chashman, Eman Tariq and Mehru Nisa, though Mehru Nisa was not new here but she was good enough to accompany us.
We all used to gather in ground. We used to have a conversation then one day Mehru claimed to be Chashman's bestfriend me and Eman were left alone.The second reason for break up in the group was that Mehru never appreciated Fizza Waqas sitting next to me... I guess she was jealous of Fizza ( Just kidding )
WE all used to have a lot of fights then one day we all got separated, HOWEVER Eman was destined to stay with me...We both were looking for a company. On the other hand at the same time a group of six people got separated and from these people Maria, Nigah and Maidah formed a group. I was always interested to join these guys but they looked quite immature XD!! But then one day I sat with them..
TO BE CONTINUED,,,,