Tuesday, 26 April 2016

 This gif is made for me...

xoxo..

sorry I am wearing uniform in this video :P cuz just made after coming back from school.

Monday, 25 April 2016

whiten your teeth today! :D


Made a video on how you can whiten your teeth :D o.-!! Also edited me voice in chipmunks enjoy!I hope this video will help :D

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.

People this video is edited so my voice is changed and the saturation is also present there stay tuned to see the next video :D

Thursday, 21 April 2016

Reality

what would you actually feel when your friend writes you this 

I AM A HUMAN!

I do have feelings! I DO FEEL SAD! I DO HAVE RESPECT! I DO HAVE A LEVEL! I DO FEEL THAT YOU ARE HURTING ME! And if I complain...I am shouting!?if I feel I am feeling wrong and you will make me feel the same way every time! you will keep my level down in front of other people and say....she wont mind! OH WELL I DO! I DO OKAY BECAUSE I AM HUMAN AND YOU DON'T CONSIDER ME AS one! Even if you were angry how could you? HOW even by mistake (which you don't admit) can you say I am not human? :'(

I am...please I am...

When I appeared in front of you how can you say that I should not expect a sorry from you ...You can't even say a sorry when it's your mistake. And many times I have come across the sort of circumstances that I have to say sorry to you for your mistake. BUT LET ME GET SOMETHING CLEAR I DON'T SAY SORRY FROM A INTENTION FOR YOU! I SAY IT FOR MYSELF AND FOR SOMEONE WHO EXPECTS ME TO AT LEAST SAY A SORRY :). and I do say sorry when its my mistake but you don't I have to do it for you...you know I am human too just like you  and I feel tired too! tired of  TOLERATING 
 A PERSON LIKE YOU! go ahead leave me at least I wont have to tolerate all your anger,attitude, and EGO.
BECAUSE I AM HUMAN..

Monday, 18 April 2016

Rude

Yes, I AM RUDE AND I DO GET AGGRESSIVE AT TIMES...
But that's not the case I don't get rude all the times sometimes there are these situations and some kind of specific speeches that make me act aggressive if you ever felt hurt when I behaved rude.
I ''apologize'', and if you think I will change that's your misconception because I LOVE THE WAY I AM. I can't change for people around.... If you think I have got attitude then I can't do anything about it.
BUT I respect the person who respects me.
         I talk politely to the person who talks politely to me.
         I will speak if I am not getting importance.( And I can actually leave the person ) eg: 12/4/16

ME

sometimes I don't open my feelings in front of people, however it is really easy for me to type down my emotions right here on this blog....
Sometimes I don't care about people and the situations around and that what happens when I write something on this blog.
Kind Regards
Aiza
4/18/2016

-Notice-

Never wrote about someone specifically on this blog.Never wrote and never will cause I am not that veele and if you think I write about Eman and Maidah or other people, well then I would say it's your misconception, so yea.Yes I do agree upon the point that I did mention people in my very first article but everything was positive as I suppose.If I mention people I don't mention them openly I keep the names hidden.
Kind Regards,
Aiza
Keep up the blogging :)
4/10/2016

Sunday, 17 April 2016

Fear Revealed

Never accepted anyone out of friendship it's the fear which makes me accept 'sorry'.
It's the fear of being left out. As soon as you are left out it feels as if the silence is eating you up.
It feels as if the silence is inserting a dagger in your emotions again and again. While repeating the action it laughs while the tears stream down your cheeks.
It feels as if the silence is taking over you, It feels as if you are being suppressed by the situations.
You try to kick the silence out of your life but unfortunately you fail because you can't stop thinking about the term "left out". Only a few people are able to finish the silence out of their life, well i call such people 'brave or missiduncare'. Miss I don't care are the people who usually don't care about being left out and out of their dignity they refuse the person instead of accepting their sorry. That's a brave act though.

Friendship-the true side

Friendship doesn't even exist.Not even the word friendship exist itself.Or maybe an individual can define it like this, ( a drama in which you play as a main character in order to entertain yourself because you are scared of being left out). Until you learn the art of entertaining yourself you want to indulge yourself in the drama better known as friendship.It takes you a lot of time of in order to play your part smoothly and make your place in the drama so people recognize your importance.But as soon as you make a mistake . The friendship turns into a chaos and boom these few seconds kick you out from the drama.That's why I don't believe in friendship.

Duh! o-o

xoxo
raise hand if u ever trusted the wrong person in ur life
x raises hand x
Jan 9
animelove
I did once
Jan 9Sent from Messenger
xoxo
o.o same
Jan 9
animelove
But that person wasn't wrong
I never understood how that person felt actually

Jan 9Sent from Messenger

Above is the chat extracted from articles(conversation)
animelove if you were actually aware of the situation then  why were you never letting the person go?
Why were you never accepting the fact that the person can never stay with one person....
WHY???


Wednesday, 6 April 2016

Unfortunate Fate

Everything has just changed,
the person who used to be my really good friend is now no more than a traitor near me.
This person wants to take everything from me.
It's really sad to see people being used.Actually being used by their own kinds.Yes,there are some kind of human beings who love to play with other emotions.Well I call such people"tyrant".
The tyrant actually doesn't leaves you with a broken heart but also stamps a non erasable scar on your personality which can't be removed and later becomes part of your future and past.
How would you feel for a person who is a victim of that tyrant and he never realizes the fact of him being used.That person is actually cheating on himself by denying the fact and still accepting the tyrant. Wait now there is a turn in the story there is a person who is actually willing to help the protagonist and help him get out this dark sides. The protagonist gets really pleased and welcomes the existence of this new character in his life. However he is unaware of the fact that he will be ruining his life again by trusting more people but he is helpless because he wants people to whom he may open his thoughts too. Unfortunately the person who he actually chooses to trust ask him  if he could aware him with his past.The protagonist agrees but he  is afraid as he knows that again he will be betrayed.He denies to hear his doubts and hesitation and tells him everything. The act was proved to be a wrong decision as he left him.
The protagonist cried helplessly on his unfortunate fate but it was too late.
The protagonist has a friend he is more like his sibling ( not in real life sibling though).
The friend tries to explain the fact to the protagonist but he denies to  hear any of that.
Most of the times "They both encounter an argument between them because of the tyrant.Why doesn't the protagonist forget about tyrant?
Ans: He actually can't forget the good memories spent with the tyrant.
WHEREAS THE TYRANT DOESN'T EVEN CARE IF THE PROTAGONIST EXIST OR NOT.The most sad thing is that the protagonist is slowly going to lose people all his friends after the person who doesn't care if he exists. THE REALITY IS THAT THE TYRANT IS NOT A TYRANT BUT AN ORDINARY HUMAN BEING WHO TREATS EVERYONE EQUALLY AND THAT's GOOD BUT IN THIS CASE THE PROTAGONIST IS TOO IMMATURE TO ACCEPT THE FACT AND HE THINK THAT HE WAS BETRAYED AND THAT"S Not TRUE AND THINKING ABOUT SUCH STUFF REPRESENTS THE FACT OF THE PROTAGONIST BEING REALLY IMMATURE AND DUMB HEAD.